I need to disappear. I'm tired of all this shit. The other day I was crying and my neighbor pulled up. Nice guy, but he needs to fucking not ALWAYS stop when driving by. I tried to wipe away the tears, but didn't get them in time and he was obvious about it. I got embarrassed.
I'm sick of life. I'm sick of being tested. I'm sick of caring. I'm sick of trying to make the puzzle work all the time. I'm sick of being a pawn in some twisted game. I know the purpose of being here, but when you know you won't win, why keep playing? I was born to fail. It was pre ordained.
I want to sleep.
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